Concerning The System

If you curious with the system that I always mention or will mention in the near future, I will shortly explain it to you my dear reader. But as I said earlier from the beginning, be cautious about this. I promise I will explain it simple so you can understand it.

First things first, to make it simple, The System is like a very big Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game [MMORPG]. Everyone have their role and their specific kind of power. Everybody also has their own quest, job or things to do. There is also monster, NPC, level up, equipment or everything a MMORPG has to offer. You can level up, you can have a PvP [Player versus Player competition], you can hunt farming, or everything you can do in MMORPG game. You can even fooling around, do things, be a smart ass or everything.

But beneath those seemingly wonderful features of the system, there is “things” that make the system very different than your average kind of MMORPG.

First and foremost, whatever you do, whatever happened, you can’t log out. When you are connected to the system, you are forever connected and even integrated to the system. You can’t just log in and log out as your please because when you are connected to the system briefly as it seems, you will forever connected to the system.

Second and one of the crucial one, however far you would go, how good you concealed yourself and hide, you can’t run away from the system. Some of my friend state it that “you can run and you can hide but you only die tired” regarding this number two.

Third and one of the reflective one, as Uncle Ben told Peter Parker / Spiderman, “great power comes with great responsibility”. But I tell you dear reader that “Great power comes with Great responsibility, great prices and great sacrifice that not everyone ready for it”

To be honest, this three point were the most crucial and basic things regarding the system that you have to think very seriously when you’re presented with an option to enter the system. It has been said that “there is no turning back when you decide to enter the system. It was a point of no return”

Okay, I know what you ask. Since there are many people who said they can close your system, or you can come and go as you pleased, most people tend to look down about this fact. But to tell the truth, except A Divine Intervention, you can’t just walk away or came and go as you pleased, and A Divine Intervention were sadly a really very special kind of cases. The solution offered by those people who said that they can close the system was like a simple small dose of mild tranquilizer who tried to make and Dinosaur sleep.

So I tell this to you my dear reader, consider yourself.

Think, think carefully and seriously when you want to enter the system, because when you do enter it, there is no turning back; it is a point of no return. And consider yourself; Great Power Comes with Great Responsibility, Great Price, and Great sacrifices.

at last....have some time to write something about, something about life.

what do you think about life???? another time to for a crazy mumbo jumbo??
at least now i know for sure who i am or what i am.....after some long way & some long running away from reality......

did u say reality???what reality???.....pardon me, sometimes i forgot that for many people, reality is what is now seing, hearing and so on...... but is that a true reality??? or the true reality are never exsisted???? or we are reality???.....pardon, some confusing fact are confusing my head now

as far as i know, we, human life in my own reality, our very own. sometimes people forgot that The Main Programmer, are designing us with some unlimited yet limited mind. unlimited.....because it is unlimited in our knowledge, limited......because it is limited in The Main Programmer knowledge, The Boss.

me......just a simple, low life, not important piece of scrap that was designed to be so short of screw......

well....i love screw because even the smallest thing in some program also have some use......even The Programmer use the smallest thing in the program for the biggest task that even the big thing can handle.

we just like an apple in His Eye

finally after a weeks or so in Semarang, i came home at last....got lucky enough to came home because the ticket for train had been sold out due to "mudik" season (u maybe questioning what is "mudik".....that is the event when people going to their native area during the holy month of islamic ramadhan end or Iedul Fithri)

Semarang is damn too HOT!!!, and i grew tired & bored out lately, hav to finish my final paper, face that Haunted Manor more than a weeks, spend most of my time in that kind of place, and so on

okay.....what i need now is just a rest, and of course some hot chocolate from Buku Kafe or Dunkin Donuts

I'm on Semarang Now

Boring lately, i finally found someplace with internet connection device.

i'm now on Semarang on my journey for my beautiful Final Paper.
The Data........wellll......some Great Manor people calling Lawang Sewu in Tugu Muda area, some Great Manor people fear most in Semarang area. They called this place Haunted Palace.
The ghost sure was something to talk about it, but i'm boring near death here, to many thing to take care about it, i hav to take some vacation. this Lawang Sewu business has take toll much from me.

until then.......

situation on campus was more & more great today (or i say great in sarcastic way he he he)

today the moon is full, and i'm ready to do some thing. i'm not mad, just want to show who's fucking who hue hue hue
after all i lov playing with it

today hav to prepare for the field research.....going to Semarang would be fun be'cose i need some holliday for while, beside my research was on semarang & i'll try my best to get it done. maybe stop by on Yogya for a couple hours, i want to find some Sitar/kecapi musical instrument.

think hav to pending a meeting with some of my fortune teller client to get this done.

aky lets get to work

menjelang briefing perang

huaaaaa selamat dari presentasi mitologi yunani, ketawa ngebantai presentasi orang lain, siapa suruh pada kurang data hue hue hue

harus siapin buat ke Semarang lagi, full power & ammo, 1 Handicam,1 Notebook, 6 kaset Mini DV, My Beloved Olympus SLR, dan perlengkapan lainnya. Jangan lupa Sol (beloved Bible, udah 5 thn menyertai ke mana aja gw pergi) & Luna (beloved Tarot Deck, 2 thn selalu bersama) harus dibawa, in case kalo perlu......RKA harus berhasil biar gw cepet LULUS.

soal perang, itu mah urusan para Undead temen2 gw, tenang ajah gw pasti datang pas Halloween, di Taman FISIP kan paradenya, atw d Tower of The Titan ya? pokoke soal rencana penyerangan mah kita bicarakan bersama okeh hue hue hue. paling salah dah kalo ngajak para Undead berantem, apalagi kalo cuma Cyber Enchanted Newtype (alias Karbitan) doang. Gw???? nyantai aja, ndak perlu turun tangan, percuma!!!
sorry yah,harga diri nih sebagai Natural nih.....

lanjut ntar ah......

damn.......

damn that people......i try so hard to help them against the Undead from their initiation place, build mediation so nobody get hurt & everyone happy, try my best to solve the problem...... but they repay me with shit

they mock me, they spread false thing about me, they judge me crazy, THEY MAKE SHIT OUT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in front of my friend so they was force to abandoned me!!!!!!!!

okay, calm down.........
the good news is, i'm not involve anymore about this, i'm free of my job as a mediator, and then The Undead from the initiation place & my campus joined together in a Spirit Alliance Against Inisiation. they will wreak havoc on that people campuses, and teach them that they are fucking the wrong guy.

about me, i already satisfy to see that people fallen & dug their own grave. first, they declare war againts The Undead in their initiation place. second, they declare war against The Undead Army on campus. third, they wage war against me.........me......who do they think they are, fighting against me, they are to early 10 million years, i don't have to lay my hands against them, the Undead army have a power very strong to wipe them out. i just be a spectator.

what a day, hav to rest
want to fuck somebody but....don't have any to fuck,
but don't push on the sexs, push on the romance, & love


..........................still my darkness need to be satisffy, wan't to fuck so bad