at last....have some time to write something about, something about life.

what do you think about life???? another time to for a crazy mumbo jumbo??
at least now i know for sure who i am or what i am.....after some long way & some long running away from reality......

did u say reality???what reality???.....pardon me, sometimes i forgot that for many people, reality is what is now seing, hearing and so on...... but is that a true reality??? or the true reality are never exsisted???? or we are reality???.....pardon, some confusing fact are confusing my head now

as far as i know, we, human life in my own reality, our very own. sometimes people forgot that The Main Programmer, are designing us with some unlimited yet limited mind. unlimited.....because it is unlimited in our knowledge, limited......because it is limited in The Main Programmer knowledge, The Boss.

me......just a simple, low life, not important piece of scrap that was designed to be so short of screw......

well....i love screw because even the smallest thing in some program also have some use......even The Programmer use the smallest thing in the program for the biggest task that even the big thing can handle.

we just like an apple in His Eye

finally after a weeks or so in Semarang, i came home at last....got lucky enough to came home because the ticket for train had been sold out due to "mudik" season (u maybe questioning what is "mudik".....that is the event when people going to their native area during the holy month of islamic ramadhan end or Iedul Fithri)

Semarang is damn too HOT!!!, and i grew tired & bored out lately, hav to finish my final paper, face that Haunted Manor more than a weeks, spend most of my time in that kind of place, and so on

okay.....what i need now is just a rest, and of course some hot chocolate from Buku Kafe or Dunkin Donuts

I'm on Semarang Now

Boring lately, i finally found someplace with internet connection device.

i'm now on Semarang on my journey for my beautiful Final Paper.
The Data........wellll......some Great Manor people calling Lawang Sewu in Tugu Muda area, some Great Manor people fear most in Semarang area. They called this place Haunted Palace.
The ghost sure was something to talk about it, but i'm boring near death here, to many thing to take care about it, i hav to take some vacation. this Lawang Sewu business has take toll much from me.

until then.......

situation on campus was more & more great today (or i say great in sarcastic way he he he)

today the moon is full, and i'm ready to do some thing. i'm not mad, just want to show who's fucking who hue hue hue
after all i lov playing with it

today hav to prepare for the field research.....going to Semarang would be fun be'cose i need some holliday for while, beside my research was on semarang & i'll try my best to get it done. maybe stop by on Yogya for a couple hours, i want to find some Sitar/kecapi musical instrument.

think hav to pending a meeting with some of my fortune teller client to get this done.

aky lets get to work

menjelang briefing perang

huaaaaa selamat dari presentasi mitologi yunani, ketawa ngebantai presentasi orang lain, siapa suruh pada kurang data hue hue hue

harus siapin buat ke Semarang lagi, full power & ammo, 1 Handicam,1 Notebook, 6 kaset Mini DV, My Beloved Olympus SLR, dan perlengkapan lainnya. Jangan lupa Sol (beloved Bible, udah 5 thn menyertai ke mana aja gw pergi) & Luna (beloved Tarot Deck, 2 thn selalu bersama) harus dibawa, in case kalo perlu......RKA harus berhasil biar gw cepet LULUS.

soal perang, itu mah urusan para Undead temen2 gw, tenang ajah gw pasti datang pas Halloween, di Taman FISIP kan paradenya, atw d Tower of The Titan ya? pokoke soal rencana penyerangan mah kita bicarakan bersama okeh hue hue hue. paling salah dah kalo ngajak para Undead berantem, apalagi kalo cuma Cyber Enchanted Newtype (alias Karbitan) doang. Gw???? nyantai aja, ndak perlu turun tangan, percuma!!!
sorry yah,harga diri nih sebagai Natural nih.....

lanjut ntar ah......

damn.......

damn that people......i try so hard to help them against the Undead from their initiation place, build mediation so nobody get hurt & everyone happy, try my best to solve the problem...... but they repay me with shit

they mock me, they spread false thing about me, they judge me crazy, THEY MAKE SHIT OUT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in front of my friend so they was force to abandoned me!!!!!!!!

okay, calm down.........
the good news is, i'm not involve anymore about this, i'm free of my job as a mediator, and then The Undead from the initiation place & my campus joined together in a Spirit Alliance Against Inisiation. they will wreak havoc on that people campuses, and teach them that they are fucking the wrong guy.

about me, i already satisfy to see that people fallen & dug their own grave. first, they declare war againts The Undead in their initiation place. second, they declare war against The Undead Army on campus. third, they wage war against me.........me......who do they think they are, fighting against me, they are to early 10 million years, i don't have to lay my hands against them, the Undead army have a power very strong to wipe them out. i just be a spectator.

what a day, hav to rest
want to fuck somebody but....don't have any to fuck,
but don't push on the sexs, push on the romance, & love


..........................still my darkness need to be satisffy, wan't to fuck so bad

at last this blog finally made it

after thinking very deeply for some month, finally i made a decision, i made this blog......maybe start to thinking something to fill it